H called me crying. He said “I’m sorry to bother you, but I really miss you guys. I don’t have anyone to talk to.”
I told him I am here. You still have me. There is no need to apologize.
My heart broke for him.
I get it... you still love him and despite what he has put you through you still wish him no harm. My heart breaks for my H as well. Seeing him angry, detached, soft spoken and a complete 180 as far as no gaming or tv... He is broken too but is still looking elsewhere for his fix.
Its hard to watch them in a state of confusion but then with it is still hope. He is thinking about you and not only that he called to state as much.
