Through The Storm III

[KristinG]

Hey friends. This week has been traumatic and devastating on so many levels. The destructive tornado that tore through my state this week killed dozens. Hundreds of homes were lost in my town and so many people have lost their lives and loved ones. I have never experienced such tragic events that hit so close to home. We have come together as a community, but the loss is indescribable. I have friends that lost entire homes and unbelievably survived. Houses being picked up and carried football fields before exploding. Heavy week. Ww lost a co-worker and her son. It was a close friend of her AP. They resumed contact as a result. After contact resumed on Tuesday, she told me that she thinks she needs to be on her own to heal. This back and forth is getting so old. She said she isn't going to be with AP, but I'm still scared. They volunteered today together gathering supplies for victims. I don't know how to feel. I feel like a real jerk that I'm angry about it because there is so much loss and it feels petty. I don't know if I can stand for this much longer. I'm ok, just feeling depressed and little blue. This week has made me so thankful for all that I do have in my life and for the fact that those I love are still alive and breathing - others weren't so lucky.

KG