Kas99, Doodler is right. It will get better, and not when we want, unfortunately. Junk food and caffeine if you need to, fine. Just get through a minute at a time if necessary.
There is life after this nightmare. I promise you.
Hang in there.
Thank you. I vowed I'd clean up my diet once support was decided because I don't want to be a burden on my kids as I age. Today's lunch is cheese its, a brownie and Dr pepper. And Tylenol, everything hurts.