Kas99,
Doodler is right. It will get better, and not when we want, unfortunately. Junk food and caffeine if you need to, fine. Just get through a minute at a time if necessary.

There is life after this nightmare. I promise you.

Hang in there.

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver