My neediness is kicking into overdrive... AND he can sense it...
I have to get myself under control.
I just dip into theses thoughts as he is kicking back each little grind... not keeping up with him on diamond head... 4yr ago??? I waited too long to get life insurance... I had some but I got denied... honestly didn't think I would ever get approved due to weird congenital defect that has NEVER impacted my life.
Where are the good things??? The crazy stuff we did together???
It makes me feel like there is nothing special about me. Nothing worth that he would ever give a second thought that I really miss this girl.
