Trying to figure out the WAS mind is like chasing pots of gold at the end of rainbows. (HINT: You won't find what you are looking for.) Just keep DBing! You are doing great.
Likely if you weren't DBing she would be pushing forward with the D.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018