Thank yoU AS. This is really hard. I’m so angry right now, I’m trying so hard to keep composed and not yell at him to GTFO right now. Find somewhere. Anywhere.
It’s so hard trying to be an effing lighthouse when all I want is for him to smash himself against the rocks. How do I refocus?
It is going to be a big step telling him no trial separation, just full separation. I feel like I am doing what he has wanted all along, to make it easy for him to exit the marriage.
M:49 H:49 T:20 M:18 D:16 D:14
EA: Feb 2019-May 2020 Separated: Mar-early Aug 2020 H asked to reconcile: Jun 2020 EA relapse: Oct/Nov 2020 Recon #2: since Nov 2020