~J~ Feeling down again. I had a really productive day yesterday, getting all.my ducks in a row, things looking good. And then that hampster in my head starts spinning its wheel. Thinking about a million things, having that heavy feeling in the pit of my stomach. I know I'll get through this.

Thank you all for reminding me of how to deal with this. It's just business.

00 knows what I want (L did that work). We both agreed to wait, (due to other certain circumstances with me). Finishing this up is really just a matter of finishing up. Need to come to an agreement & we're done. We're basically on the same page, but adjustments need to be made. I'd rather us fine tune things together, then hand it off to L. (Save $$).

Other concerns are surviving. One Day At A Time. Some days, most, I am positive I can make this work.(As long as 00 holds up his end of the deal.).

D3 is up. Sun is rising. My spirits are also rising.
Everything will work out.
I will survive.


~Never Give Up ~
2019
Mar BD
June BD
Dec Aow/xgf
2020
Jan he wants D
Feb he flys2 ow
Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn
Apr he leaves for work until Nov
Oct D FINAL 2020
Living MY Happiest Life Ever