Yes, the emotions are real. No need to stifle them, just don't cry in front of him. Cry alone. Get into IC! This is awful to deal with and you need help.
Also, try to take care of yourself. I got so sick in my sitch from not eating and not sleeping. It is terrible for your immune system. Start eating right, drink some OJ and other high vitamin C juices. Avoid processed foods, go to whole food diet. Workout! You will be amazed at how working out helps your state of mind.
Have you read Divorce Remedy yet? If not get it and read it. Reading should become one of your favorite pastimes. Read relationship, anti-D, and self-improvement books. I was reading 3-4 books on average a month.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
