I never realized how moody H was until he wasn't there anymore. Our teens stayed in their rooms because that was just the atmosphere of our house. That all changed which is good but harder. My kids now express their emotions, ask for help, call each other out, there is more bickering, its real but on top of D it's really hard. Friday afternoon I swear I had 2 kids texting me at the exact same time. I'm happier but without these meds I'd be having a nervous breakdown.

Got frustrated with S19 last night. D14 needs help registering for high school. D17 continues to sell clothes. Made a bad decision at work and now an employee is angry at me. My boss is upset as well. He won't let it go so he will berate me for a few days.

HR just sent me a confidential email wanting to meet me. I think I'm okay but crap.