don't be so quick to rule out something that can really help you. I promise, if you focus on working on yourself and your kids, this will all get better one day....and yes it will take time.
I am taking an anti depressant (worked great) but I got worse the closer I got to court so she added an anti anxiety med. She called in a 30 day supply and I thought that would be plenty but seeing how my L scolded me yesterday I don't think I'll be getting support anytime soon. I see my doctor on Friday so we're going to have to discuss me taking this med for a bit longer than I had hoped.
