Peace and joy continue to beckon

[DnJ]

Good Morning Grace

I loved reading about the birds, animals, and flowers you saw. The weather in your slice of heaven sound better than mine.

I'm ready for D.

I'm not ready for D.

I'm done.

I'm not done

What am I waiting for?

Why wait?

Do I need to know the answer to that question?

From my view, you are challenging your beliefs. Questioning them. Strengthening them.

When you have questions be patient, listen to your values, alter and strengthen them. Answers will present themselves.

I have a bit of hope.

But so far no basis for hope.

Hope for what?

Your basis for hope is desire and the possibilities of the unknown future.

Expectations have seeped in a bit. Push them back and find hope again. Let no one take away your hope.

Hope is timeless. Hope is selfless.

You are questioning your hope as well as beliefs. In other words, finding your way to believe in hope. That is a powerful force. And a nice way to see the world.

I feel like I'm loosing momentum. Towards what? Hmm. Good questions. It's making me question why I'm not just filing for D. It's making me question whether these are ways in which God is delaying this so He can work some more.

I think about H way too much. Still. It never seems to be in detail, but he seems to hover in the recesses of my mind all the time. I don't like it. It's starting to annoy me.

I will share this. Yes, I believe God is delaying thing so He can work some more.

However, who do you think God is actually working on?

Peace and forgiveness are His blessings.

Grace, two and half years ago my wife blew up our lives, separated, and we divorced. I am still married in my heart and my values. A piece of paper doesn’t change anything.

Unless you need protection or security - why D? I don’t see things changing within your heart from a piece of paper anymore than mine did.

Stand in the light.

Live in the light.

DnJ