~J~ New thread, new month. I like when things align like that. Had a great conversation today. It really helped to put me back in the optimistic mood I usually dwell in. I truly am a positive person and really believe my gut/intuition. I believe more will be revealed with 00. Not to me, but he'll open up to family. I'm only going on my gut feeling here, but I feel since he's reaching out to his family, there will be some invervention of sorts. We all care about his well being & no one would judge him on his actions that have happened. I don't know what he's willing to share. I'm hoping everything. Nothing to loose right? 00 has been in contact with those that will ask questions & want answers & they will listen. I hope 00 listens too. I was crying happy tears today knowing that 00 will get the opportunity to release some stress by talking honesty with family.
I've also opened up a bit more to my extended family. Not everything, but just enough. They worry, they know something is wrong. Things are JUST getting started here. Lots of twists & turns. I don't know what's coming next. I just need to figure my own things out. I love this man so much I gave him his freedom to go on this "journey" he needs. That's what you do! Everything else is just dust in the wind. I might not like what's happened, but it needs to run it's course. Let the universe playout whatever it has in store. This is just today, and there will be a tomorrow.
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever
