I really really am focusing my conscious energy toward detaching, and trying to shake off the mind reading urges, etc. It almost feels like this kind of meta dilemma—like detaching isn’t something you can TRY to do, you almost have to detach from wanting detachment to achieve it.
I was just thinking about this, Hope! Like I can really, really want to feel a higher level of detachment, but I think I have to allow my subconscious mind to do some of the work. I can't just want it a lot and force it to happen quickly, or at least it doesn't seem to work that way for me. Some of it is within my conscious control and some resists my control. And another level of detachment might just be on its own timeline, happening so slowly I can't notice the progress. Or maybe I'm just still not good enough at it. Ha.
