Thanks for reading and responding may and dilly. I’ve been feeling sad and exhausted and lonely and kind of spinning the last couple of days. It’s nice just to feel heard by some people who know how I’m feeling. Thank you.
I really really am focusing my conscious energy toward detaching, and trying to shake off the mind reading urges, etc. It almost feels like this kind of meta dilemma—like detaching isn’t something you can TRY to do, you almost have to detach from wanting detachment to achieve it. It’s a mind bender. Like how trying to remember a dream just pushes it further away. Or something like that. I don’t know, I’m tired, haha.
