Thanks everyone, a surreal moment for sure. In some aspects it is very liberating. Hard to put into words. I never intended to show her up or slap her in her face. If that is an out put of my own self discovery then so be it. I just took inventory of my weaknesses and sought to improve in those areas. Tbh.....I am a very blessed and lucky man as what i had to overcome was not a huge lift. Rather just some modifications here and there.