Sometimes I wonder if I'm meant to do anything right now, such as a post-nup. When I was working on the Marriage Settlement Agreement, my paralegal had a stroke about Christmas time, and the agreement never really got drafted. Then H and I talked a bit, and we changed it to a post-nup. I contacted the attorney's office yesterday to see the status of the doc (I sent the criteria last week), and now my attorney is "seriously ill". I don't know what from. Flu maybe. Anyway, now this is delayed.
I feel like I'm loosing momentum. Towards what? Hmm. Good questions. It's making me question why I'm not just filing for D. It's making me question whether these are ways in which God is delaying this so He can work some more.
I think about H way too much. Still. It never seems to be in detail, but he seems to hover in the recesses of my mind all the time. I don't like it. It's starting to annoy me.
Anyway, all else is good. D20 had a good week, and she sees a new therapist tomorrow. S22 is receptive to a friend of mine (retired HR/Recruiter type) to help him with his resume, giving him pointers, and the job search. I think my friend is enjoying helping him. Maybe gives him something different to work on in his retirement. I don't know, but I'm grateful.
H is silent. We had a brief exchange about a reimbursement he had (that I initiated) for a big medical expense from his FSA. He said "at least that's one piece of good news".
Doom and gloom.
I didn't respond.
I wonder if he is still seeing a therapist? I don't ask.
