KC, I can't remember if we already discussed this, but I would highly suggest you get a good IC. I see a lot of cycling, and I see a lot of panicking. You panic about him wanting to talk to you about S and D. And then panic when he doesn't.

The lawyer consult is a great idea. Knowledge is power.

But I really think you need some emotional support from an objective counselor that can help you see things a little more clearly. It is hard to see things clearly when you are hurt, and scared, and angry. Trust me, I've been there.

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018