Thanks! The pace is definitely good for me. He’s very cute and I can Tell he really likes being in a relationship. Sharing certain things with his woman, he likes that work my way well around his kitchen and I want to rearrange his Tupperware. He likes to call the spot on his couch where we watched a movie “our spot” and he wants to do stuff with me, whether it’s watch a movie, go out, travel, etc. we went to NYC Saturday got some eats and some drinks and saw a broadway show which we keep laughing about because it wasn’t good. We spent a lot of time together this weekend and he said he really enjoyed it.
I started my new job yesterday after getting home at midnight Saturday. Came into my full time job today to an obscene amount of work and issues. I have been delirious to the point of exhaustion since I woke up. I had to do my grocery shopping at 8 pm last night .
I don’t know how I am going to balance my 2 jobs, child raising, keeping up with a house, exercise and a relationship without a nervous breakdown. I really don’t how I’m going to do it all. It was painfully obvious to me yesterday that I keep up with my daughter even when she’s at her dads house and he has no idea what’s going on schoolwise. I’ve got to talk to her and walk through everything on FaceTime.
E is so good at being flexible and understanding. He’s great. He has hobbies which is good.
But how am I going to give what my child deserves, my jobs deserve, my house deserves, my boyfriend deserves, and my pain in the arse dog deserves? Oh and me.
