I saw your request and edited the quote. In the future, please hit notify or report for one of the moderators to come along and edit your postings for you. We don't always read all of the postings and it's better to hit one of the buttons and tell us what you need us to do.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
