I know that... who knows what story he is feeding her.
He needs his ego feed and to feel desired passionately... right now that is her.
Did push him out the door. Most likely. I think I pushed to hard to know what was going on. One day I did wake him up from sleep and that just so angered him. That cemented his plan to leave and be done.
I'm hurt.
But, I can't think of any reason I would want him back. He is reliving his narrative when he moved in with me. He said I was goddess and he respected me so much and I set the bar so high.
He is really unhappy and that will catch up with him but not for awhile.
Why was he snooping on me??? I bit my tongue and didn't say a word ---- he did admit he though my high school friend was in town... FB did a number on me and posted an event I had considered attending and then tagged this friend and another friend from high school with emoji with heart eyes saying I feel loved... I was like what the heck when I saw it... and I deleted it. I do remember my phone having some issues and seeing that picture come up as an event reminder but I was not posting or tagging people. So he thought this friend was in town???
I know sometimes his feeling of my lack of paying attention to him was because I was paying attention to someone else. I mean think about it. I'm home every evening that he is at work....
Perhaps this A of his progress because if he thought I was having one then he should be too???
I do know that for whatever reason he has felt bad about himself for a long time. A really long time.
