Well folks, that sounds like I'm a mess. But I assure you, I am not. But my mind is still working things out. It's a long, but necessary, process. I guess as long as I have these questions, status quo is the way to go. For now.
Grace, I quietly follow your sitch. We started posting around the same time.
I'm in a very different place, being officially D and NC (peacefully) with my X. But our emotions - yours and mine - are so in line. I am peaceful and okay with not having my Former with me. I also am open with myself in that sometimes I want her back. Or I wonder what it would be like if that were an option. I live my life boldly and fully and with joy in every day, as you do. And I accept that I have questions still about where my emotions land, even as my actions lead me in a direction that is the opposite of where I was.
I guess I just wanted so say a brief hello, and acknowledge your peaceful way forward as something I admire and respect. Thank you for being so open in welcoming the questions as they come to you, and letting them swirl around your mind. And yet, you don't push for answers. I love that.
