I miss adult female emotional contact. Im not a cheater and my W mostly avoids me so what do I do but suffer in a way while building myself up and waiting with no end in sight?
Core, it always within your right and your power to pull the plug. No one could blame you for being the one to follow through with D and moving on. I get the female emotional contact. Heck, I would have just as much problem going without physical contact! But do it the right way. Move forward with D and move on with someone else.
But only do that when you've earned your way out of your current MR. You want to look into your kids eyes one day and say honestly that you did everything in your power to try to save your marriage to their mother. And you want to be able to move on without any emotional baggage because that will doom your next R to failure.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
