Pain today. Woke up with a bad headache. My IC says it’s because court is Monday and it’s all hitting.
Went out to eat with S19 last night and he joked H should buy a corvette to go with his MLC. H has been home more than he’s ever been because he’s got the flu. He’s being nice to me but that’s probably due to the OW. No reason to be ugly when his life is great. D14 is in a pageant tonight and he agreed to stay away for me and D17. He paid D17 $200 for doing nothing while he was out of town. Throwing money at D14 for tanning, the dress, gave me money for the video. I’m paying for hair and makeup. Shouldn’t be but I’m optimistic about alimony and besides this is it. No more after today. It’s back to beans and rice for me.
H wants us to take lots of pictures and was afraid we won’t. D14 told him I’m grateful he’s letting me have this so I will go above and beyond. None of this is true but I took my meds and feel like doing the right thing. If he went I wasn’t. I just can’t. 30 years and I was replaced. Just like that.
