I've been following your thread for a while. It looks like you've been through a roller coaster ride of emotions these past few days. I know how that feels like.
When you feel distressed, what are the things you can do to calm yourself? I personally think you tend to get too caught up with H's actions. He's being passive aggressive and you are taking the bait. It's not healthy. Try to distance yourself from that and give love and care to yourself. You need to be in a good mental state first before anything else.
Self love first KC. Self love first.
M: 28 W: 30 T: 2 years Married: Nov 2019 BD: 5 days after wedding (I know right?)