So I know better than this but on FB H posted a meme.

Never judge your own self worth
based on someone else's
inability to see it, Ever!

Then he typed "Practiced'

I love this man. I am in awe of this man! He has brought so many good things into my life.. I have left him feeling unappreciated and belittled for an long time.

On doing LRT.as best as possible. When he is not here I've been fantastic about not calling or texting. When he is here I'm trying to act as if... I think I initiate the contact which I shouldn't but I want him to feel that its pleasant here and create more positive experiences.

The man feels I haven't properly kissed him in 2 years... and he may have a point.

How does one take time away from that... and start to.miss what he with me enough to never want it back?

I am going.back to.work today. Its going.to be a very trying day.