Awww...you are a wise woman. Thank you for that. You are 100% right...as is Yail...as is Ginger. I will follow your great advice and really let it go. It IS hard though. He is exactly the kind of guy I am looking for. Timing is definitely off though so back to the drawing board. Fifteen year-old me will have to be content with her memories of her first love. Not gonna let him ruin that...lol.
My thoughts about the interview are mixed. The verbal was uncomfortable. There is no conversation. They gave me a sheet of questions and then 10 minutes to collect my thoughts. The questions were worth a lot of points and vague to say the least. Very open to interpretation. And you get no verbal or visual feedback. They simply write down everything you say until you have nothing left to say and move on to the next question. It is NOT a fun process and by the end of it, most people are convinced they crashed and burned. And I had a headache the entire time...so there’s that. Then after the verbal, you are given a couple more questions that you get to respond to in writing. And another hour goes by. So...I have no idea how I did. The written was pretty easy so not worried about it but the verbal...ugh...painful.
Nothing I can do about it now though. My SD20 is here for a visit so just going to enjoy spending some time with her. She wants me to teach her how to play pool...lol.
