Through The Storm III

[KristinG]

Thanks May. I'm just trying to make sure that I'm not getting my hopes up yet. And I still have moments of fear. Fear that she will go right back to OW, fear that I'll try and heal from this and not be able to reconnect in the way that I want for a R, fear of resentment forming within either one of us. I'm sure you feel those same things. I don't want to let fear determine my life or any choices I make. So, for now, I just want to remain steady and calm. Things will work out the way they are supposed to work out. All I can control is my reaction to it all.

PS... it feels so good to have the support here throughout this whole process. This group has pulled me through some pretty dark spirals and I am so thankful to have found it. The articles, advice, and encouragement make the marathon a little less painful.

KG