Wooba, Cardinal, thanks for your words of encouragement. I lie in bed with tears rolling down my cheeks when I read your posts. Thank you for keeping me strong about not going to him in the night.

Wayfarer, it feels like it’s over. The way he talks about the future, the way he talks about the past. I haven’t been so strong this morning, as I’ve put a little pressure on him asking if he really is doing the right thing. He’s a mess right now. As May said, the reality of breaking this to the kids is tearing him apart. It might slow things down but it won’t change the outcome.

Oceangirl, May, I know you are also in a similar and equally as bad a place as me (I guess we all are). Thank you for your support. You are also doing better than you think in this crazy crazy sitch.

It means so much to be able to share this with you guys and to have you comforting me and keeping me strong in return.

Last edited by Pommy99; 02/19/20 10:09 AM.
M:49 H:49
T:20 M:18
D:16 D:14

EA: Feb 2019-May 2020
Separated: Mar-early Aug 2020
H asked to reconcile: Jun 2020
EA relapse: Oct/Nov 2020
Recon #2: since Nov 2020