Pommy, I just want you to know I am here with you as well. This totally [censored] and hurts like h3ll and I am sorry. I wish we could all go on a cruise together and laugh and cry. You are not the only one feeling this pain and enduring this horrible process. I went out with my little son tonight and as we were sitting there eating the thought just popped out of the blue and washed all over me again: My husband doesn't want to be married to me anymore. Some moments I feel more confident, others I am just in shock and disbelief that this is my life. I suspect you are going through the same.

Hugs to you. You are doing amazing. You're doing better than you think you are. You are a catch and happiness is on the other side of this. We just have to push through the crazy to get there.


the best apology is changed behavior.
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me: 45 h: 48
m: 23 T: 26
DD1:19 DD2:16 DS:11
BD1: PA for 2 yrs 08/2016
BD2: OW is one of my closest friends 12/2016
BD3: H wants a D 11/2019