I am seriously crying here reading your thread. For the pain you have been through, but also at the beauty of so many posters supporting and believing in you. I am still in shock to find myself going in your direction. I am scared of what's to come. Finances, child sharing. The latter I can hardly bear. I take comfort in your strength.
I only add that you seem to be managing it well. I think Reiki is a great addition to IC, especially if it contributes to your peace and healing. I am glad the future is looking brighter for you.
the best apology is changed behavior. *************** me: 45 h: 48 m: 23 T: 26 DD1:19 DD2:16 DS:11 BD1: PA for 2 yrs 08/2016 BD2: OW is one of my closest friends 12/2016 BD3: H wants a D 11/2019