If they want you, you'll know it. If they don't want you, you'll be confused.
Good job avoiding the touch. Realize that it is our minds fooling us into wanting the touch, wanting the emotional connection so intensely once we realize we can't have it. Then once we get it again, it's not so special. Just like sex in the beginning of a R vs sex 5 years in. It's different because we think about it differently. It's an unconscious drift. Consciousness changes it all around.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712
