Got triggered so I got off this board for a week. I'm shaky emotionally so I'm afraid to read the responses on newcomers. I had to get on anti anxiety meds to get through this as I'm having a hard time coping. I'm diligently working to read nothing but positive things reminding myself that no matter what I will get through it. I'm starting fresh on this side of the board. Just looking for support and a place to journal.

Talked to my L today and court is still on for Monday, February 24th. H won't get served his L will. This date is to get the judge to sign off on the change from complaint for support to complaint for D and a request for temporary support while the D is in process. I do not have to be there since this will all happen in judges chambers.

I'm filing because I need more support. He is paying enough for necessities (keeps me off the street). If something big happened he "might" pay for it but that's a big no from me.