And now … laughs, sweetness. Wait, is that our photo on the wall? This is all strange.
Yeah that's what happens when you remove all pressure. Doesn't mean she wants to recon (yet), but she's finally starting to remember that things weren't all bad. Eventually she'll remember that things were pretty good.
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And I could sense for the first time, that she is regretting all of this. its all sinking in now, the miracle we had, the bubble she left us for, and the fatality of our future.
Maybe. Maybe not. Best not to try and read her mind.
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I have no idea where I am even at in this phase. Its a different kind of pain. Wonder if anyone else has crossed this barrier.....
Yes eventually we all move on or reconcile, or move on and then reconcile. You'll get there, but it does take time. Have patience with yourself! You've come a very long way, and you've already been through the worst of it. You'll be fine.
