Hesable!! I’m so happy to see that you’re doing better. Yes, rekindled friendships are definitely the best side effects of this mess....lol!!
Originally Posted by HesAble
Going forward, I expect nothing but the worst from him. This way, it will be less likely to feel disappointed.
That is still expectation. And it may leave you unprepared for his nicety when it happens. Imagine yourself swimming in the ocean. The tide comes in and out but either way you keep enjoying swimming in it without getting pulled too much either way.