Hi, Hope! I’ve been thinking about you and wondering how you are. I have a similar experience from time to time with wanting to ask questions to calm my anxiety, when that is really something I can do on my own, by accepting that I don’t know but I really want to, and that’s okay. Many times my anxiety ends up being over nothing. I would lean toward number 4 too, while considering unchien’s question about whether you really think you might need to protect yourself legally for some reason. Maybe this is something you could run by a lawyer if you’re worried, and that will calm you? I.e. What are all the possible scenarios; of those, which seem likely or most unlikely, and would any of them end up affecting you negatively in the end anyway? Maybe you have done all you need to to prepare for them, and you can let it go.
Originally Posted by HopeCA
Intellectually I understood the difference between the two before this point, but I didn’t really believe it was possible to have joe without expectation. I feel the difference now. It’s a really strange feeling for me, but I’m grateful to have finally experienced it.
Bravo, Hope! I have hope I will get to this point too.
