Steve, I’m freaking consumed. I hear you. I can’t get a grip. I feel like I’m dying. I don’t know what to do. It’s not that I don’t want to take the advice or that I can’t read and internalize what you are saying but I’m blowing up inside.
I wish you guys were here and could corral me and take me away. I’ve got a guys trip planned in a month. I have an obsessive personality. I get fixated on something and can’t get my mind off of it. I’ve always been that way. It can be a strength at ties and at others it is a weakness.
My parents live in a different city. I could go there for a week? I don’t know. I can’t get my mind off of this. Skiing with my kids helps. I can do that and not think about it. But when I wake up at 4am my mind gets started. And then it’s constant. Please have compassion for me.
