Today is such a hard day

[oceangrl]

Newbie, did you say you separated? I need to go back and read your thread again. I just feel like telling him to move out. He acts happy as a clam around the house. I am the only one in shock and pain. He has his whole life planned out.

What do I say when he wants to talk about the future? He wants to go for a walk and allay any fears I have about divorce.

Tomorrow we have this fun family activity planned. I want to throw up when I think about it. I don't even know how to do that. To act normal when he is being fun Dad.

Thanks for your kindness and replies. I am so grateful to you.