KML, I hope CMM is feeling a little better . Sounds like you guys are going through so much.
Date might with E. Let’s see what he has planned. He was very sweet yesterday. He had to go to the mall and return something ( I knew he was supposed to do it the day before but he never got a round to it). D12 had a security tag left on something she bought from the mall so I had to go back while she hung out with her friends “in town” so I told him I was going to the mall and if he was too maybe we could meet up. He was so cute and went out of his way to try to meet me there, but his scheduling wasn’t allowing it. I told him not to worry about it, I just figured we could meet up if we were both there. It was nice to see the effort.
I was talking to a friend about family blending . There was a time it would have been wonderful. I felt like it was going wonderful with M. Aside from his issues, anyways. But I couldn’t do it again. I couldn’t have a loss like that again. So the fact that E’s kids are older brings me a lot of relief. If we end up in a relationship, I’m sure we can all get along. But we won’t be like the Brady hunch, and that is good for me. D12 and are established, his kids do their own thing...... there is just no need.
It would have been beautiful for a few years there. But it didn’t happen. And o don’t think it’s going to happen anymore
