I have not seen H since yesterday morning. He did not come home last night. And I am at peace with my decision to completely detach from him and move forward without him at this point. In my view, H is dead to me and an alien monster has invaded his body and moved into my basement.

My BFF was seriously surprised that he would stay out on Valentine's Day, but I am not. With what I have seen the past 3 months, I know I am dealing with a mentally unstable MLC Monster who has absolutely no moral compass. And to think that he tried to be intimate with me after the second BD earlier this week. I don't need this chaos! Detaching and choosing joy to the extent that being joyful in the midst of his crisis is possible.

Last edited by HesAble; 02/15/20 05:34 PM.
H and Me - Both 45; S13 and D9
BD - 11/2019
Married 14 years; Together 20 years