Thank you. The day just makes me down for some reason. Even when I do have a valentine. It’s kind of J’s to do with past valentines days.
E was very sweet yesterday, he gave me a call last night and said he didn’t want V day to go by without talking to me. He said normally, he would have had something delivered to my house and he’s sorry he didn’t. I told him it’s fine, I wasn’t expecting anything and I know we are at that awkward stage for Valentine’s Day. He says he wishes he would have and we are going to have a celebration on Sunday. I told him I look forward to seeing him on Sunday.
Sometimes he likes to talk up what kind of pet we he could be or something he usually does in certain situations. I can’t explain it. I do like that he cares and is concerned about proving he would make a good partner. It’s a little weird, though. But I know action will tell me it all. And for the record, he has no clue about how I feel about V day.
My feelings seem to be all over, but I think we are still learning and dating and that’s going to happen.
Let’s see what he has in store for us tomorrow! Although he isn’t really good at making plans or decisions so he’ll probably leave it up to me. I’m which case I’ll choose the most expensive steakhouse so he will always be decisisve!
