Cross countries separation EU

[Pack_19]

Hi Sandi!
Thanks a lot for your reply again. I do not know what is wrong with me seriously. My W did mention in many occasions that we argued a lot and she was not happy and I retreated. I was an idiot but I also never heard hey thanks a lot for working hard for our family, we had our first son when we were 22 and I was the only working. I was talking to a good friend the other day and she said, I know you have made mistakes, but you have also done many good things, see the whole picture, go to Madrid and be happy there.

I dont know if I deserve what is happening but crying at home every other day is not the best place to be when you want to be attractive again. It's been 6 months, seriously, is it just better to move on and leave the door open? I am much better when I am far and I do not care about what she is doing, I come close try to see her and I get contempt and ignorance. Why would a woman marry you and give you 2 children to now behave like this?

I am having a bad day and I guess I need to vent out. Sandi, help me please. I now you have said it before and I have read my thread 3 times already now. how do I stop worrying about time? do I need to accept all is over and this is dead unless she might choose to save it? I am changing many things in me, for me and my future. As my friend said, Paco your marriage is in crisis, it is a very ugly one, but it is crisis, learn to think about other things.

What do I do about the separation? fight for a new agreement with lower pension or ask for shared custody, my God I have 1 month in the new job to test how often I can be here with them.

Sandi, I know you are harsh because you want me to succeed, I cannot tell you how much I appreciate it. I am not a bad man, I have no bad habits or dependencies and I just want my family back. Maybe I need a new 180, look ahead and say, there is no time in my life for those who dont want to be there.

why is this so incredibly hard and why does she put all that space between us, we dont even see each other to exchange the children, is all done via the school. It is just sad... Thank you all, I guess beyond my PIES, I need to change many things towards my W as well.