And we keep moving on.

[Gerda]

I think it would be weird if you were totally neutral. Your heart is made of flesh and you love your girls with that flesh heart. I mean, are you trying to be a saint or a robot or a just a man who lived through a trial? Either way, I think that's a lot of pressure on you to say you aren't where you want to be.

I think it's amazing that you are even replying. I wouldn't reply at all. That's where I am now. Not because I don't forgive my H but because it is the only way I can set him free and the only way I can take care of myself too. Mine is still pillaging via divorce court so I am very very tired.