And I think I’m scared of things being normal because I have never had that. I have never had a normal relationship.
How are you gonna know if this one is then ??
I think maybe you might be putting some expectations on this, that maybe he really is going to magically turn into one of "Ginger's past relationship ghosts"...
What would make this different this time...???
How will you know if it is ??
How will YOU be different if it is ???
How will you be different if it isn't ???
Even placing a time limit on sex, meeting your daughter, what pizza place to order from....is an expectation for you.
For now, just relax and dont try to label what is or what isn't.
Let this breathe and just enjoy the ride.
IF.....YOU really have your eyes open. You will know what is real and what isn't.
Follow the "template" of what you are looking for in a partner, and see how closely you match with this guy, and maybe even more importantly...
See how well you deal with what doesn't match well....
