Attraction actually isn’t my problem. I am attracted to him. I like that’s he’s been kind of clear and comfortable with this things going places. Didn’t decrease my attraction, it actually increased it. Guessing and wondering turns me off. I am not bored.
I’m scared. Usually I’m scared for other reasons. Waiting for a guy to not be able to handle things is usually my fear. For them to get scared when things get real.
And I think I’m scared of things being normal because I have never had that. I have never had a normal relationship.
