Thanks DnJ. Interview isn’t for another week so I will save your good luck for that day.
Valentine’s Day on Friday and my birthday the next day. Spending VDay with my kids as they are the most important Valentines in my life. Haven’t heard from Brook since Saturday and I don’t expect to. Whatever is going on with him, he clearly does not want my support and truth be told, I don’t really want to be that for him anyway. I’m too many people’s counsellor. He said he would get back in touch with me once he has figured himself out. I’m not holding my breath but I guess you never know. Timing is everything and this is clearly not the time.
Haven’t heard from Jack since Sunday. I think the talk we had was actually good for him. Not sure he had “closure” from the face to face conversation we had when we initially broke up. He didn’t say much at that time. Not sure he really GOT it... that our romantic relationship was basically over. Maybe he thought there was some wiggle room with that decision. Or maybe he didn’t think he would miss me the way that he does. I don’t really know but I think talking to me was helpful as he didn’t seem quite so upset at the end of it. Moving toward acceptance, I think. I do miss him though. He was super affectionate...always wanting to cuddle and be close to me. It was a nice feeling to have someone in my life again who wanted to be close to me.
Really looking forward to my pool tournament in March. It will be nice to get away and leave the real world behind. Gotta love Vegas for that...lol. Happy Tuesday all!!!
