Hi Goonies, I am right in the middle of a MLC with my H right now. Reread that “the middle” that means we are on the way to an end. Who knows how long? My BD was in May, and the only words that I could repeat every night after I prayed were “I am one day closer to this being over” I also realize I have the power to end it now. I choose not to, as I love my H and we also have been together 30 years this month and married 28 next.
I have moments of extreme distress, I never show him. He walks in from being wherever, and I smile and say hi. Sometimes I get a response, usually I get nothing or a brief “hi”.
I haven’t read your whole sitch, but I’ll say that since May, I have seen a minute thaw. Nothing to write home abiut, but there has been a little conversation. Nothing M related.
I certainly do not have the experience to offer advice, but just a smile and tell you, we are all in this, the middle of something with you. Get out and experience GAL, it was hard for me, but I have learned more about me in the last nine months, one being I am stronger than I thought, and stronger than he knows.
