Thanks BenB

[Mumin]

Hi again,

Will try and write more of an update soon.
Short version, W exchanged kids while running for her bus (apparently very important bus, but didn't ask why), had time for a hug (she suggested) but kids were sitting alone in the car so I ran to them.
She didn't seem bothered that she will have seen the kids 3 days in 2 weeks. Sure a 180 on her part...
This was 3 days ago, haven't heard a single word but pretty sure she's sleeping at OMs place... S

Some days are really hard, other not so much.

Some questions I've thought of:
*I've been reading a lot here and started to wonder if I should make my "position" more clear? For instance, the way you've been acting is NOT ok. Won't share a future with you (apart from strictly kids).
*I post some things (sometimes with kids and sometimes just me) on Social media. Maybe she thinks I'm trying to show her how good I'm doing without her? I guess in a way, I am.
*What's a good response when mutual friends ask how I feel?
*Should I Send pictures of kids? For instance now that we will be away skiing without her?