may- gosh. It still amazes me that I’m almost 6 months in and I feel like I’m still figuring out more and more about myself and our M prior to BD everyday. I really have been through tremendous growth. This sitch is terrible yet such a blessing at the same time. Thank you for the reminder that I am an adult, and I just need to let him be his version of an adult too.
Yail- Ha!! Thank you for your bluntness. I guess I’ll just have to go back to writing those letters that will never get sent out. Yes....I realized that I’d be doing this just to get things off my chest mostly. Which is not a good reason to say anything to someone who probably wouldn’t be able to really hear my message. and no, I’m not in al-anon. The group here in this country is like an hour away from me so there’s a bit of a barrier there. But I also have been putting it off honestly.
Ok. No V day planning with H no more. Scratch that idea. I am getting my hair done though so I’m really excited about that.
Yes....I realized that I’d be doing this just to get things off my chest mostly. Which is not a good reason to say anything to someone who probably wouldn’t be able to really hear my message. and no, I’m not in al-anon. The group here in this country is like an hour away from me so there’s a bit of a barrier there. But I also have been putting it off honestly.
