Sex has never got me attached. Maybe once, a long time ago. I’m a big girl now. And a very self aware woman who is willing to own up to mistakes, and learn .
My issues were my poor choices and expecting more out of men who could not give anymore and I just kept trying. And that’s where I have went wrong. I have dated a bunch of men who can’t handle what I have to offer. And they didn’t deserve me. The right one will handle all the great and not so great parts of me. And the difference for me will not be me not being afraid to lose them if they aren’t giving what I need.
I learned a lot about E. I know all about his parents, his job, his hobbies. And he knows about mine as well. He likes to know about me. And we are dating and learning each other. That’s it right now. And it’s fun. And I’m smiling. And it feel friggin good. And it’s not clouding my judgement.
I’m a smart lady. Emotionally intelligent. And I’m going to continue to be
